So every year, I make the promise to update everyone at least once a month, if not more frequently. This year, I refuse to make that promise.
With work, friends, and life, I am happy to say I don’t always know when I’m going to be able to update. Some days I just come home and veg in front of the TV and want to sleep. On my days off, I often am catching up with people or things so I just don’t find the time as i perhaps should.
Keeping a diary was so crucial for my own sanity whilst i was out of work and I didn’t even do that very well but things are good right now. I’m happy with work, friends and such. Obviously losing Bailey was so sad and I will miss him every day but I know the decision for my boy was the right one and I was with him until the very end which gives me the greatest comfort. I did everything I could for my big old Bailey bear and his memory will forever live on. I will make sure of that.
I have a few ideas, like getting a tattoo and hoping to raise enough money to sponsor a puppy and name it in his name but those plans will be thought over carefully.
Bertie is doing amazingly well. Love that little puppy doodle.
I will get back to horse riding and just feeling great about stuff right now.
Since cutting negativity out of my life, things seemed to have moved forward and I feel just alive which is something I don’t feel happened much in my 20s. so roll on the crazy 30s. 🙂