Insightful Week

Had a lot of time of reflection recently and it seems like it’s all doing me some good. I’ve let go of a lot of anger in the past six months or so and have come to a lot of realisations about myself and about the people I associate with and have in my life. I’m proud of the person I am and not ashamed to voice my opinions no matter what. I truly don’t care what others think of me. I’m me and either accept that or leave my life. I’m tired of negative attitudes. If you give up trying, you give up living. I’m grasping life! Living it and having fun with it! Sometimes, we have to let go of stuff in the past. If we cling to it and run our lives by the past, you’re never living in the present and can’t look to the future. I know I’ve probably hurt some people in the past year but I’ve been hurt too by those people and others and although that doesn’t make it right, what does is that I’ve only done what I’ve done to protect myself and allow myself to move forward. If that’s wrong, then I’m wrong. Sure, I’ll have down days, who doesn’t but it’s about keeping going forward. I want to achieve so much and I’m tired of the attitude, you are blind, be realistic. If what I want to do isn’t realistic then I have no idea what I’m meant to do. I wish everyone luck with their futures. Gotta worry about me from this point on. I’m not investing too much energy into any one person but me. Selfish? Sure, but I gotta be there for myself as no one else will be. And pretending you’re there because you need me to lean on doesn’t count. I’ll give what I get out of friendships and never again will I be second best to a partner in a relationship. I deserve to be treated like a queen, every lady does. Time to live guys. 🙂

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